I disappoint myself at how easily I will be swayed here and there by situations that I face. Though i know the truth, and it is not matters of truth that sway me, it is the situations that make me feel like I am drowning, the situations that crash like waves over my head and the sudden shock of cold hits me and make me feel I am not sure if I can continue (for that moment). But I do, and it is the truth that holds me , but more than that. It is the one who is truth. He is the rock that i cling to. The rock that is higher than I. Psalm 61:1-2 Hear my cry, O God, listen to my prayer; 2 from the end of the earth I call to you when my heart is faint. Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.