Dont you want to be part of something that is bigger than you? I imagine that the early disciples joined Jeus because they knew that he was different and that they were caught up in something more than themselves, the sense of destiny was murmuring within and they knoew that the world had nothing to offer. I certainly feel that longing to be caught up in something bigger than myself, to be part of a bigger plan. Ultimately I know that it is only in Him will I be satisfied, wherever I am and whatever I am doing. he is the big plan. He is my sense of destiny.